For those of you that were waiting for the final chapters of 'Eyes Wide Shut' I hope that I have not lost you due to my extended absence. A lot of things have happened in my life that kept me from being able to write, not so much time to sit, but I couldn't find the spark that I had for writing period. I hadn't expected the blow to the heart that I took and it spiraled me out into a dark place, one where I was almost afraid I would not come back from. But if anything I almost have to thank the shatter because the pain finally snapped the last part of me that needed to go. I now realize just how foolish I'd been for even attempting the impossible but at least I tried, and I'm proud of myself for that. It's not always about whether you fail or succeed, sometimes its just about trying.
And with everything going on in our country I am so much more appreciative then I have ever been. I've learned in the last couple months to stop wishing for things that I can't have and be grateful for the things that I do. My life isn't perfect and nor will it ever be and even if I never find the right person who is willing to love me I'm going to be okay, because I have my God, my family and my life and as dramatic and crazy as they sometimes get, I really couldn't ask for anything better.
So that being said, I've returned to writing, branching out a bit and exploring just what all my brain can come up with. I'm nervous but terribly excited and I hope that those that discovered me through my BVB fanfiction will follow me on my new adventures. Heres whats coming up on the story agenda (and yes I know its a bit o.o to start two but hey...I'm feeling empowered!)
Shattered Reflections ~ Sequel to Eyes Wide Shut
In the End ~ A Walking Dead Fanfiction